Where we could be together...forever...

belcullen @ 2009-11-19T17:57:00

2009-11-19T20:05:13Z

I can't wait ...we've talking about it for over 6 months and now...it's here...tonight...I'm kind of...numb...and I have to work - urgh - while my mind can't come up with anything that is not New Moon related...

It's my break and I got an e mail telling me photobucket has some new pics of him...and they're adorable :) ...some I've never seen before so I'm posting my faves...

break is over...but the pics...they are all amazing ;)

On a personal note...

2009-11-12T21:35:34Z

Unless you're a witch - something I AM NOT, unfortunately - remodelling your house truly sucks...I know that I'll be happy about it in the short run, but meanwhile...I just wish I could twitch my nose and make everything perfect

or have a helping hand from someone

that certainly would improve my mood

I'm so sure THIS would...

HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-30T03:58:10Z

COMING TO THINK OF IT - "HAPPY HALLOWEEN" - DOESN'T MAKE MUCH SENSE...

MAYBE HAVE A "SCARY HALLOWEEN"

OR " A FULL OF CANDIES HALLOWEEN"

BUT "MAY YOUR FAVE VAMPIRE FINALLY BITES YOU THIS HALLOWEEN" SOUNDS MORE APPROPRIATE ;)

WHICHEVER YOU PREFER, i WISH YOU ALL FUN TONIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

belcullen @ 2009-10-27T17:46:00

2009-10-27T19:58:30Z

You'll Never Find Another Love Like Mine Lyrics

You'll never find, as long as you live
Someone who loves you tender like I do
You'll never find, no matter where you search
Someone who cares about you the way I do

Whoa, I'm not braggin' on myself, baby
But I'm the one who loves you
And there's no one else, no-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh one else

You'll never find, it'll take the end of all time
Someone to understand you like I do
You'll never find the rhythm, the rhyme
All the magic we shared, just us two

Whoa, I'm not tryin' to make you stay, baby
But I know some how, some day, some way
You are (you're gonna miss my lovin')
You're gonna miss my lovin' (you're gonna miss my lovin')
You're gonna miss my lovin' (you're gonna miss my lovin')
You're gonna miss, you're gonna miss my lo-o-ove

Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh (you're gonna miss my lovin')
Late in the midnight hour, baby (you're gonna miss my lovin')
When it's cold outside (you're gonna miss my lovin')
You're gonna miss, you're gonna miss my lo-o-ove

You'll never find another love like mine
Someone who needs you like I do
You'll never see what you've found in me
You'll keep searching and searching your whole life through
Whoa, I don't wish you no bad luck, baby
But there's no ifs and buts or maybes

You're gonna, You're gonna miss (miss my lovin')
You're gonna miss my lovin' (you're gonna miss my lovin')
I know you're gonna my lovin' (you're gonna miss my lovin')
You're gonna miss, you're gonna miss my lo-o-ove

Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh (you're gonna miss my lovin')
Late in the midnight hour, baby (you're gonna miss my lovin')
When it gets real cold outside (you're gonna miss my lovin')
I know, I know that you are gonna miss my lo-o-ove

Let me tell you that you're gonna miss my lovin'
Yes you will, baby (you're gonna miss my lovin')
When I'm long gon
I know, I know, I know that you are gonna miss

I feel like a traitor...

2009-10-27T05:36:56Z

Ok. Work has been more demanding than usual, mom and dad haven't been fine and I've been having some problems myself but the bottom line is: I 've neglected Edward, Twilight, Rob and Robsten lately...I guess I was afraid...I was so into it...that I thought I was losing my mind...so I started reading other books...Vampire diaries and House of night series and was surprised to realize that no other vampire can take his place...no matter what...I still thought about him all the time ...comparing him to the others...noticing where the others had failed, while he succeeded...how noble, how strong...Oh Edward I LOvE You!!!!!!!!

I NEED YOU NOW...please

2009-09-26T04:02:56Z

Well, I have a strange favor to ask all the wonderful people who can write fanfic or manip pics - specially the latter...Yesterday I was getting in touch with that part of me that loves the music of the 40's and suddenly pics of Edward dressed as an American soldier in WWII filled my mind, overflowing me...as Glenn Miller played I could see Edward and Bella dancing, swinging...and when the music slowed down, they danced cheek to cheek...It was awesome the only problem is that I can not put these mental pictures into words or wonderful manips so I beg you...please Can anyone help? I'll be eternally grateful...
Today I heard this song...It's not from the 40's but...

Well, its a marvelous night for a moondance
With the stars up above in your eyes
A fantabulous night to make romance
neath the cover of october skies
And all the leaves on the trees are falling
To the sound of the breezes that blow
And Im trying to please to the calling
Of your heart-strings that play soft and low
And all the nights magic seems to whisper and hush
And all the soft moonlight seems to shine in your blush

Chorus:
Can I just have one more moondance with you, my love
Can I just make some more romance with you, my love

Well, I wanna make love to you tonight
I cant wait til the morning has come
And I know that the time is just right
And straight into my arms you will run
And when you come my heart will be waiting
To make sure that youre never alone
There and then all my dreams will come true, dear
There and then I will make you my own
Any time I touch you, you just tremble inside
And I know how much you want me that you cant hide

Chorus

Well, I wanna make love to you tonight
I cant wait til the morning has come
And I know that the time is just right
And straight into my arms you will run
And when you come my heart will be waiting
To make sure that youre never alone
There and then all my dreams will come true, dear
There and then I will make you my own
Any time I touch you, you just tremble inside
And I know how much you want me that you cant hide

Chorusx2

My love, my love
I just want one more moondance with you
Yes I do

HELP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-24T00:22:49Z

Well, I have a stranger favor to ask all the wonderful people who can write fanfic or manip pics - specially the latter...Yesterday I was getting in touch with that part of me that loves the music of the 40's and suddenly pics of Edward dressed as an American soldier in WWII filled my mind, overflowing me...as Glenn Miller played I could see Edward and Bella dancing, swinging...and when the music slowed down, they danced cheek to cheek...It was awesome the only problem is that I can not put these mental pictures into words or wonderful manips so I beg you...please Can anyone help? I'll be eternally grateful...

Specially for you...

2009-09-08T06:33:42Z

Hayley this is specially for you...I don't know the mag's name...but I guess all the pics are from the same photoshoot...Hope you like it...

Twilight X True blood

2009-08-10T21:37:39Z

I had heard so much about True blood that I thought about giving it a shot...It's true I've always been obsessed/ attracted to vampires and throughout the years I became a fan of many tv series/movies and books...Besides that I thought Twilight needed a break from me...hehehe
I went shopping and came across the first season and even though I knew practically nothing I decided to give it a shot...
I had forgotten what HBO series are like...from the presentation I recognized that it was going to be very different from Buffy or Moonlight (by the way, I still don't believe they cancelled this show :( )After all,HBO has always prided itself on having sthg different...

First, I really believed Forks was the end of the world...well. I was wrong...Bon temps is. And people are more narrow-minded and nosy than in Forks...not to mention a lot hornier, too.

Second, the guy is cute...and has a nice body... but that's all. Edward Cullen is perfect and that jawline, those eyes...pure poetry in motion...besides that, he seems to be more cultured and witty and all in all to have more finesse...

I'm not gonna lie, being way over 21, not having to wait forever to have them kiss/have sex was nice...but have him feed on her since the first time, made me think of Edward and his herculean effort not to hurt her...
To sum up, I like vampires...but not all of them rock my world and make fall in love with them...it takes something special...
Twilight Universe...I'm back...Edward, I missed you...

What is real and what is not?

2009-07-31T10:49:20Z

Last time I wrote I was totally pining over him. I mean, TOTALLY. out of my mind. insane. driven by irrationality.crazy.
Today - I still feel the same about him, but i'm more in control.

I read something that made think about how love/lust/whatyoumaycalledit can blind you to anything...whatever is happening to him is huge and he's bound to change and see the world through different eyes and behave differently...it wouldn't come as a surprise... so many have done the same before him...

This is the article that had me thinking...

Robert Pattinson is ‘Stuck-Up & Demanding’

Robert Pattinson might not be as nice as he seems.

According to sources on the New York set of the British actor’s new movie Remember Me, Pattinson is aloof, stuck-up and demanding!

“I don’t know what the guy’s problem is,” once source told Star magazine. “He goes from his trailer to the shoot and completely ignores all the fans who have been waiting around to see him. It’s so obnoxious.

“We had a couple days where it was really hot on set, and he wanted a specific kind of water, an iced lemonade, all this stuff that we didn’t have. So this poor assistant had to run around getting all these things. He wasn’t even thankful.”

Pattisnon also has a bad reputation with Big Apple bartenders.

“He walks in here like he owns the place,” said a Bowery Hotel employee. “This one waitress treated him like a normal customer, and he flipped.

“He was really upset that she didn’t recognize him and remember what he ordered the last time.”

Pattinson was reunited with his Twilight costar Kristen Stewart at Comic Con in San Diego Thursday.

Source

There's a time and place for everything....

2009-07-11T05:43:38Z

...but I always seem to choose the wrong time, wrong place...

Too old to be obsessing over a book, a movie and specially over a 23-year -old- boy I will never meet, see or have...Nevertheless,I can't stop thinking about him...paying attention to every little detail unveiled by a picture or a scene...all I see is pure perfection...My David, my perfect creature - even though he's so completely different from what I thought a perfect man should be 7 or so months ago... I see no flaws - that's scary - only another side of him...

His addictions seem nothing...

and his smile makes me happy...
and I can't get enough of him...

What a ...cold... shower... that... was...brrrrrrrrrrr

2009-06-03T07:35:17Z

I have to say I'm glad I didn't stay up to watch the MTV awards...I would have been f......mad If I had...
First of all, I'm not American and I really wasn't sure who people were voting for there...I had a bad feeling...staying up or missing my fave series to see Twilight lose every single award...no way...
Then there was the kiss...if they won, would they kiss? maybe a technical one...a little dip...as if they were dancing...or maybe hide behind her hair and not even kiss...but what I saw was a cold shower...the worst case scenario...I felt a certain disdain on Kristen part, even malevolence...like you thought you could get what you want, but I won't let you have it...
If anyone reads this and disagrees, that's fine...please,let's not argue...
Like I wrote in one of my posts: maybe I've been reading too many fanfics...and they're way better than this...
or even these pictures had me hoping for a happier ending...

IT had been a pretty shitty day until...

2009-05-28T05:24:04Z

It had been one of "THOSE DAYS" - i'll skip the details they're FBTD, no one deserves to read about it - I had decided to go to bed , take sthg and pray for oblivion but then I decided to take a look at my fave community and...'paradise is here' - in fact, it's there...to be in this girl's shoes... but you do what you can, with what you have and this was AWESOME - I'm still taking those pills and I do hope I DREAM ABOUT THIS... nice compensation for a shitty day...

Un-break my heart...

2009-05-25T04:57:11Z

In NM when Edward comes back to Forks, I think there is a song - I know it's corny and old - that could express how Bella was feeling...( I know there are many others...cool ones...not so dated...but when I was thinking about Rob/Kris today and the Cannes pic, this song came to my mind...idk...it just did...)

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry that tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....

I've been reading too many fanfics...

2009-05-23T08:00:05Z

I went to bed and this picture with the blond girl and his devilish look didn't leave my mind...someone said he had got some bad news on his blackberry...it got me thinking...it's a nightmare, I know...what if everything was just peachy between R/K and suddenly he got a message from Kris saying 'Mikey' was in Italy and she couldn't break up with him because of all the time they were together...and then he did get drunk and hook up with this girl and looked at the camera, saying "two can play this game,love"

Ohhhh...I'm totally losing it...

(

I Love guys...but if you're looking for loyalty...buy a dog !

2009-05-23T05:18:43Z

WTF R U doing Robert Pattinson ?

It's always the same old story...he is adorable, always there for you...full of promises...no, he will never hurt you, cause he loves you, right? then you turn your back and he hooks up with the first bimbo he sees...

Men...I love them, but if you're looking for loyalty, buy a dog!

My name is Pattinson...Robert Pattinson...

2009-05-21T22:43:40Z

It never ceases to amaze me how we seem to read each other minds - at least in our posts .When I saw Rob in a suit in Cannes he looked so sexy that I couldn't help picturing him holding a gun like James Bond...so I keep on reading the comments and someone writes the same...
Oh Mr. Pattinson, my teenage 007...

Cannes...I love you!

2009-05-21T03:44:02Z

I decided to get some pictures and post them here...a most difficult task cause he looks gorgeous in all of them then I found a video it has all the wonderful pictures from Cannes together and the song fits perfectly:

'I've been waiting for a long time...someone exactly like you...'

I highly recommend the video...it's heavenly....

Photos from Pattinson Gallery
video by frenchiesxoxowww.youtube.com/watch

Mad about the boy...

2009-05-16T04:26:45Z

I'm Mad about the boy
and I know it's stupid to be mad about the boy
I'm so ashamed of it but must admit the sleepless nights I've had
About the boy

On the silverscreen
He melts my foolish heart in every single scene
Although I'm quite aware that here and there are traces of the cad
About the boy

Lord knows I'm not a fool girl
I really shouldn't care
Lord knows I'm not a school girl
who's In the fury of her first affair

Will it ever cloy
This odd diversity of misery and joy
I'm feeling quite insane and young again
And all because I'm mad about the boy

I'm feeling quite insane and young again
And all because I'm mad about the boy

Dinah washington - Mad about the boy

Keep smiling, baby...

2009-05-14T04:19:59Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-14T04:14:48Z

Today the man of my dreams turns 23 and I wish him all the happiness - hoping this will include a wonderful romance with Kristen and many unforgettable nights :)
I've read a list of 23 reason to love Rob (MTV blog) and decided to write my own - it's a little ambitious since I'm a lousy writer - but here it goes :

1. He brought vampires back to the scenario.

2. He makes classical music sexy- if he is the one playing it.

3. He says more with one look than most guys talking for hours.

4. He looks good enough to eat no matter what he wears.

5. He gets tongue-tied sometimes - it's so cute.

6. His laugh is music to my ears - I just hope he always has reasons to laugh or someone to make him laugh more often.

7. Even tough he's damn sexy and handsome, sometimes you just wanna hug him and make sure he is safe.

8. His hair is totally hot and when he runs his fingers through it...you just want to die.

9. No matter what doctors say, Rob smoking makes you light a cigarette and smoke with pleasure.

10. He makes you wonder if it is really true what people say about the size of a man's feet and,,,

11. He help us coin the expression hot sexy hands.

13. He makes you lose sleep when he's sad in the pictures.

14. He sings like an old soul, not a 23 year old boy.

15. Unlike most guys I know, he's a gentleman - even if it's only sometimes.

16. He's humble.

17. He has hair on his chest and arms like normal people do.

18. He looks great wearing sunglasses.

19. He's a musician.

20. He's not afraid of doing silly things.

21. He has a dog.

22. He makes girls think he's hot even when he's kissing another man.

23. He makes different people get together and find something that they have in common: their love and admiration for him!!!!!!!!!

Baby, you rock my world!!

belcullen @ 2009-05-04T00:09:00

2009-05-04T03:29:58Z

Payback is a bitch

I've already written twice - or thrice, IDK - about how I feel about Kristen's bb in ASOULENCHANTED and to say the least it's not sthg positive...
Well, it was Sunday night, a movie sounded ok...martial art flick, well not my kind of thing but...I like Jack Chan so let's give it a try ...we settle down to watch the movie and 5 minutes later I saw his name...no, it couldn't be true...my disgusted face couldn't be avoided but what could I say "People, the movie is off because I hate this guy, he's the reason why Rob & Kris are not together." After some explaining - no everybody is a fan - they would have given me a one way ticket to the looney bin. So i had to stand dear "Mikey" for idk how long and in the end I was even more puzzled : how can you stay with HIM - plain, childlike, silly,unattractive - when you have Rob - AKA sex god, funny , charming, a musician , a singer with absolutely delicious hands - around...IT SIMPLY BLOWS MY MIND...

The haunted airman

2009-03-10T05:25:22Z

I've just watched the above - because of Rob, of course. He looks fantastic, in spite of the sad situation he's - in the movie, of course - unable to move from the waist down. Great performance!